I am so damn SCARED...

It was snowing today and i MEAN SNOWING as in the sky got so DARK n it feels more like a funeral than a day... but what is so exotic is the white gown everything wore.. it is speechless n simply beautiful...

BUT BUT BUT

this is the first time for me to drive .. and I drove so so so slowly not even 30 mph and when i had to break, I did it so nicely as not to scratch an egg, but

THE DAMN CAR WIGGLED N MOVED RIGHT N LEFT .... I GOT SO DAMN SCARED N WAS ABOUT TO CRY NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO...

i breaked a bit it did no good so let it go then breaked. I drove the whole way with my heart half way down... n IT WIGGLED again... (is that even a word!!)

Anyway .. here I am all alone in an empty apartment.... and an empty city... no roommate, no friends... and no me by tomorrow THANK GOD....

All ppl I Know have already left to celebrate Thanks Giving some other place than Ann arbor .. and I am here all alone waiting to leave tomorrow to NY.

PLEASE GOD JUST BE WITH ME AND KEEP MY BELOVED CLOSER

AcCideNt.... Car!!

Been driving for 5 years now and never did I have an accident, THANK GOD (tuff tuff 3alaya) but I have seen alo...

Yesterday, a friend and I were intending to go shopping up North, about an hour drive away. I didn't feel much like driving thus gave the keys to my friend whom willingly drove:D It felt good to relax. But because of my unstoppable questions about the street name, since we got a bit lost, we ended up breaking so hard that the car bumped into one stopping infront of a traffic light. Nothing was wrong with the car infront of us, but mine, leaked since the radiator broke down. But we were fine and that matters most.

Both being students, we didn't very much know what to do next, esp with me always counting on DAD or ma BRO... the police officer called a tow company who was rude and was taking advantage of us since we weren't from the city. But thanks to my cousin friend Nasser who lives in MI for so long things went smoothly.

I sit and think about how fast it all happened and how we lose it all at that split seconds and can't very much focus on what to do. If we were more in control of our own minds, we could have done alot more and prevented even more ... but even if we could, fate can always has other plans waiting which can even be worse than the first one. So just thank God for whatever happens because we never know what the BIG picture is and what worse can happen.