Screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh

what the scream all about!!

Only my very close friends would know, ;) but i'll let you in since i'm in love and totally losing control ...

Two main things I LOVE ...

Crystals... esp from Swarovski (my favourite shop) and others such as Tiffany

AND

Porsche... u wana see my reaction to it? be with me in the car when it passes n u'll block ur EARS!! (ask ma friend from Qatar, such an expert:P)

So today I was surfing Tiffany's collection .. n I felt in love with it.. CAN I MARY A RICH GUY to buy me all that? hehehehhehheheh

I can't get it ...

How life works ...

everytime I think I am over with all the harship of this experience .. I simply go over more.. It is all too personal and is affecting my life, performance and my thinking.

Let me go back in time .. to when I was in my own world of luxury.. home.. Dubai
I really didn't have much problems because I was emotionally settled, no fear, no surprises, no nothing... just my old life ..

but here .. alot comes up .. and down .. so I learn, fail, enjoy and suffer, laugh and cry .. simply mixed emotions ..

This is part of life, but if we lose control over it then the problem begins .. and this is what am going thru .. am overwhelmed with all those negativity, feeling down, etc etcetc .. but .. I shall stand and stand firmly because no such experience is hard enough to enjoy and be part of ...

So as everyone reminds me of my own sayings.. "Always Smile" and that I shall do:D